Devastated

I'm completely devastated right now. I just found out that my cat, Smacky, died today. :( Apparently, he got smashed underneath the garage door. :( After much crying and Chris trying to comfort me, I have taken 4 shots of alcohol to numb the pain. It ... sucks. And I HATE shots. I don't do shots. But tonight I did. And I'm amazed that I'm even able to type right now.

RIP Smacky. I loved my "leetle one!" My leetle baby boy. I love and will greatly miss my baby boy. And I agree with Esther. Fuck 2007. This is the 3rd death in 5 months of some one that is near to me. I hope 2008 is better. I love you, Smacky!